1-October-2017.  New Zealand Herald article published October 1, 2017 online.  “Holly Madison: Inside the Playboy Mansion.”   The last sentence of this article resonated with me.

http://www.nzherald.co.nz/entertainment/news/article.cfm?c_id=1501119&objectid=11928402

“I had peeked behind the curtain and saw the frail old man pretending to be someone he wasn’t.”